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August 8, 2004

If someone could come and take my loneliness away,
if just for a day or an hour or two,
I think I could feel safe again with you.
Knowing I can't be with you is killing me slowly,
I just want to feel real again.
Real, like I'm not a chore.
Just because I'm not there and you're never here doesn't mean a thing to me
But I can tell it does to you, but it didn't use to.
I thought we were in this together, you promised forever,
but you're killing me slowly by doing what you said you would never do

Plastic bag around my ego, truning me green and sick
I knew better in the beginning to start this,
but you were a new and different drug then, An apple from that tree, and you've cast me out from the beauty
back to were you found me in the dirt.
All I'm asking is for the lies to stop,
for you to come clean with me
Stop avoiding me until I'm too tired to remember why I was mad

August 6, 2004

Well, fulltime college is just that, full time. I'm really just continually posting so my site doesn't become in active. I'm working on a new LGTB web site and facility for my school, which is exciting and I get to work with my favorite people. Midterms next week and the week after, oh joy. But anyways, I don't see much being posted here in the near future other than to keep it active.

May 15, 2004

yeah, life sucks and then you die. So this is what growing up is all about. Working 40 hours a week inputting data into a database and relying on empty promises used to gain a personal assistant not to actually advance someone's education. But on the bright side I'm writing a little bit here and there. So maybe by the time I go home, I'll have something up. That's in about 5 weeks, so maybe by then there'll be something new.

February 14, 2004

happy valentine's day. As some of you know, I've been swamped with my new life as an engineering student. The joke I heard before I got here was, "I became an engineering student because I had time between 10 pm and 6 am and didn't know what to do with myself." And while I haven't been up past 4 on a school night yet, I have been up to 3:30. I appoligize. I know some of you really like the site and the stories and come back to see if it's updated but I haven't had time for my boyfriend let alone writing the last few weeks. I thougt I would be curtious and tell anyone who comes here that, while I am really busy I do intend on finding time to write really soon.

November 28, 2003

Happy Thanksgiving. Blissful Living Chapter 14

Novenber 4, 2003

Soon... my loyal friends... soon.... until then, a pacifier:
Soft skin benieth cold fingers, a sliding thumb along the index's tendon. A tender touch suited for late evening or early morning showing adoration in mid-day. An attentive palm on the small of the back, directing the fragile form around the room. Showing, guiding, leading into situations of empty conversations just to allow her mind to wonder back to his affectionate, light touches on her arms and hands. Second guessing reciprical movements due to how out of place she was in the crowd of ex-hippy executives. With hesitation, she held onto his sleave and followed his every step around the room, gladly taking an offered glass now and then.

November 3, 2003

Holy Shnikies! It's been over a month since I've said anything here. Well, I've got some exciting news.... Blissful Living just might be seeing an update soon. So, check back and we'll see what comes out. I've got a piece that is moderate in length that's going in for polishing and editing.

September 23, 2003

As stated below... I have writer's block. And I continue to have it. I have three chapters started for three stories, and I can't seem to finish any of them. Here's what I've tried: reading similar stories, reading opposite stories, reading novels, reading magazines, reading news paper articles, attempting to write poetry, attempting to write essays, copying down one word over and over and over again, writing in the living room, writing in my bedroom, writing outside, writing on the roof, writing in a coffee shop, writing in silence, writing in chaos, walking in circles, thinking aloud, plot outlining, character outlining, and now...Sentence Exercizes. These sentence exersizes are just a way of forcing me to think quickly and write fast. And this was a tip from an adult friend and wonderful writer at a retreat last sunday. So, finger's crossed. And in my lull, feel free to submit anything and everything you have!!! toodles for now.

September 14, 2003

Think of a tune, a catchy tune, preferably with a da-da-da type swing to it and sing along... Writer's block writer's block writer's block!!! Writer's block is what I've got!!!

August 29, 2003

sorry... no updates. I've been busy busy and sick. 140 miles a day in driving to and from school and practice, and a horrible head cold that keeps me in bed. But, I do have a good start on Blissful Living and Phantom Planet. So, as soon as I get some time and some energy, I'll finish those up for your enjoyment.

August 22, 2003

Ummmm...... NEW STORY!!!! "I Dance with Girls" (rated r for content) by Uranian Prince. I also updated his bio block in the authors section. I have a new author, Choking Anteater, and you can read about her in her breif... I mean breif, bio block in the author's section. Blissful Living is comeing slowly as is the fourth chapter of Phantom Planet Fanfiction. School started blah blah blah.... If you get a tick out of knowing about my personal life check the link to the left that basically says... nopinion.bravehost.com and that's where you'll find my personal info from now on.